I finally logged on and ‘browsed’ through my old posts. After reading them, it made me feel happy again. Not saying I wasn’t ever happy, just a happy feeling came over me. So much has happened within the last year. I finally had my babygirl, My last post about her was when I just found out I was pregnant! and now she’s here.
I was in labor for about 18+ hours.
I had her May 07, 2012.
SHARP Chula Vista Medical Center.
7:54 PM at 7 pounds and 19 inches long.
having her here with my boyfriend and I is such a blessing.
I love my little family.
Just thought I’d share this with you tumblr heads.
My life is good.
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"Because I see you for who you really are."
- No matter how many times you say you’re not a good guy for me, I’m still here. Not because I’m pregnant, but because you mean the whole fucking world to me. Regardless of how you used to be, or what qualities about you are still stuck with you, i accept. I don’t want you changing in that kind of way because I love every single grain. You’re “molded” into this person because of previous experiences, that’s true. But you’re still that wonderful man I saw a year ago this time around. I am a nice girl and I love so deeply, and you’re the one my soul chooses to share my heart with.
There is always going to be bumps on the road and stepping stones, it’s just deciding whether or not it is worth getting across them. We learn from it in the end, and use it to make things better and stronger for the future. If that’s the case, I’ll get through the toughest hardships even if it’s the worst, because you’re definitely worth it. What we have is something far more greater than anything, what we have is something special. I love you Saul, when I say you don’t know how much I love you, you really don’t know. 6 months isn’t enough to show you.
Happy 6 months baby, I love you.
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